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by Fairchild

 

Raised up in Baton Rouge, Louisiana and educated in Maine, Portugal and Ecuador, Fairchild has been a resident of Atlanta since 1994.

"Erring on the Side of Life"

Saving Our Necks
Traffic,Totals and Trauma
Meet Us In The Park
We the Earth People
Saving Our Necks

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"Erring on the Side of Life": More Wretched Rovian Rhetoric Regarding Our Last Rites
04.01.05

Lately, while attempting to keep current on world affairs, I have been astounded by the total all-media bombardment and the relentless local, regional, national, and now international obsession with the Terri Schiavo case. It seems that no matter which channel I watch, which paper I pick up, which radio station I choose, I can’t escape someone speaking in extremely passionate terms about the very contentious reports running the gamut from the specific scientific facts of her medical status into the nebulous territory of faith and family dynamics dovetailing into the liturgy of her case’s subsequent and unprecedented legal gymnastics.

Am I the only one who finds it absolutely incredible that the supposedly viciously trampled “rights” of one white woman who has been in a vegetative state for over fifteen years is compelling enough of an issue for the U.S. Congress to hastily convene themselves in order to pass a special law just for her and to inspire the President of the Free World to hustle himself back from Crawford Ranch in the middle of the night to sign it into special personal law? Am I the only person whose stomach turns violently at the continuously looped footage of a once vibrant and active lady morphed into a ghostly mere shadow of herself staring Tragic Madonna blank and glassy into cameras shoved in her face while she repeatedly moans incomprehensible utterances?

Am I the only person who has become increasingly more enraged that the obvious Rovian “talking point” in this entire circus revolves around the oft-quoted, “when we err, we must err on the side of life” catchy lynchpin turn-of-phrase? I have heard a version of sentiment parroted by everyone from our President and Mr. DeLay, down to Mr. Randall Terry and his ever ready Operation Rescue protesting army of the faithful Joe & Mary Christians tirelessly “pro-life” picketing outside the Hospice in Pinellas. I call this phrase Rovian in that he is the acknowledged architect of this particular virulent strain of obfuscating rhetoric and the reigning world champion of the dangerous game: “Political Opposite Meaning Day” played with such rousing repeated success with a snoozing nation too apathetic to know or care about the difference.

For example, a Rovian title for a proposed piece of legislation like the “Healthy Forests” Act makes one feel trapped in a Kafka maze or down Alice’s rabbit hole when one discovers that this lovely title deliberately obfuscates the horrid reality that the actual laws proposed in the actual literal words underneath this lovely title = more clear-cutting, less-environmental protection, in essence where the Healthy Forest Legislation does actually nothing to help a Forest to be healthy. One worse, it actually writes into law practices that do not allow the Forest to BE healthy. Double, Triple, Quadruple worse than that, the consequences of the conditions it creates actually makes the Forest UN-HEALTHY.

This inverted meaning handle is a nifty time-saving tool for constructing “meaning” in a political culture and climate where complex and complicated subjects are almost always reduced to the lowest common denominator banalities and the 15 second sound byte. Any righteous politicians bent on saving our forests and/or protecting our sacred and inviolate right to make decisions about how we end our days on Earth may find themselves crucified or bombarded with hate mail for going on the record as being AGAINST “Healthy Forests” and/or NOT being willing to “err the side of Life” or god forbid accused of “aiding and abetting the murder of Terri” via “judicial homicide” all due to a desire to engage on the opposing side of the many issues that are available for reasonable discourse and debate between men and women of faith and good will.

What I find most terrifying and sickening is that if in fact we are to examine the REALITY behind the rhetoric, we must quickly conclude that the Disciples of Rove are most certainly not always erring on the side of Life. Such an unprecedented number of people were put to execution under GWB’s watch in Texas that their Death Row became a mere formality. Almost 2,000 and counting of our most patriotic and valiant sons, daughters, husbands, and wives came home from Iraq and Afghanistan in flag draped caskets and their grief-stricken and devastated families would surely have preferred more cautious, thoughtful, exploration of every last option available to save lives being lost in war, not to mention proof of the actual existence of weapons of mass destruction before we erred and declared it necessary to fight the war in the first place.

Supposedly Geneva Accord Protected prisoners of that war who were bound, beaten, tortured, murdered and/or sexually humiliated and pornographically photographed in Abu Ghraib and elsewhere saw no evidence of America’s erring on the side of respect for human life. They continue to die horrible violent deaths in Darfur yet we neither see nor hear any frenzied impassioned pleas for the sanctity of their lives from Mr. Terry’s faithful troops. 20 million AIDS orphans and counting starving, displaced and dying themselves and their plight does not move the President from his ranch.

We see no special bills for the many thousands of “regular” non-politically connected people trapped in some hellish nightmare of legally ambiguous and un-accepted responsibilities for their various and sundry HMO traumas and/or Big-Pharmaceutical Price-Jacks and fear of profit loss failures to recall that which does not help patients, but rather, kills them. For the “regulars” we see exactly the opposite from the Rovians: the wish and specific, meticulously designed, architectural plan to Congressionally mandate the limit or eradication of these ordinary routine suffering people’s right to pursue the compensation for their losses in our courts.

According to the Rovians: a State’s legislative and judicial authority must be held inviolate and sacrosanct when it comes to processing punitive legislation attempting to eradicate a woman’s right to choose, a gay couple’s right to marry, or upholding the decision to put a retarded juvenile to sizzle in the electric chair, but boy howdy, those same State’s legislators, Regular Court’s judges, their worthy Appellate Court Judges, and even their most esteemed Supreme Court Justices cannot be trusted to make one binding decision about one individual white lady of interest to the agenda of the vital so called “silent army of evangelicals” who so majestically “swung” the election for GWB and put their beatific faith in Rove they Trust.

When these Disciples of Rove say they want to “err on the side of life,” please believe what they mean is that they are licking their mob-ruled chops over the savory rhetorical multi-media-saturation meal of an innocent and silent white lady whose undeniable sufferings and manifold sorrows may be prostituted for faux-righteous fist-shaking fire and brimstone frothing for political gain while usurping and parading around in the mantle of our most sacred principles turned inside out and backwards. Please believe they wish to serve last rites over our right to choose any number of desperately, vitally important things in what is left of our very precious private and personal lives.

Terri Schiavo can no longer tell us what she wishes or what she wanted. If you are currently able: please go visit www.agingwithdignity.com and fill out the official “Five Wishes” paperwork preparing your legally binding statement regarding how you wish to be treated should you find yourself trapped in Mrs. Schiavo’s shoes and save your family from having to walk any twisted legal sorrow miles in the Schindler’s. Finally, if you are currently able, please, on that that is holy: go express yourself to someone in your government about something just to let them know we are not simply a nation asleep and drugged from too many poisonous phrases turning us all into simple minded lambs to the slaughter and/or clueless, too-easily-manipulated, television vegetables.


Traffic, Totals and the Trauma of Presidential Sobriety: Trapped Thoughts Regarding the War with Iraq.
04.07.03

Attempting to drive home in Atlanta on a Friday afternoon, I found myself enshnargled and trapped in a hopelessly nasty clusterfrack of a traffic jam. Given the day and the city and the mind-boggling mathematical calculations of the numbers of cars (occupied mostly by one human a piece) and the finite amount of lanes available for traveling in, this forced captivity in my gas fed transport, should come as no surprise. There is plenty of gridlock on a Friday in Atlanta, even without accidents or rain or some drunken driven 18 wheeler overturned somewhere at some critical crossroad. When you add Atlanta + Friday and then you multiply that times a boiler in the basement blown-up blazing apartment fire which effectively shuts down a huge segment Peachtree Road in toto for a couple of hours, the result is, well, plenty of time to pay attention to all the things worth considering on NPR.

So I am at a dead stop, not going anywhere anytime quickly, and I am sitting there in my car listening to the bombs exploding over Baghdad and I am struggling to comprehend the enormously complex calculus exponentially effecting our entire planet Earth. I find myself guilt-stricken listening for the re-cap loop of the new "totals of tragedy." How many of our boys and girls are coming home in soon-to-be-flag-draped black rubber bags? How many are missing, presumed tortured, as officially recorded prisoners of war? How many mothers are strewn somewhere in America trying not to lose their patriotic minds after some military brass showed up, hat-held, head-hung at the door stammering something about their child having just flat "gone missing" and that there is, unfortunately, "currently no information available about their whereabouts."

I listen to the horrifying statistics, the supposedly emotionless empirical data of this supposed "operation" for Iraqi Freedom. Our soldiers have not showered in weeks. Supply lines are strained to the point of soldier's hoping to receive one meal a day. The quickly approaching April desert temperatures are rapidly rising and conditions are becoming literally and metaphorically, unbearable for our folk in uniform. They are running out of water. More fuel is used for one day of our calvacade's progression than is consumed in the entire state of Florida. Our troops are currently attempting to control a "theater" of "hostile elements" the size of California.

There are the bone-chilling testimonials of the western men and women in uniform who are trying to wrap their minds around the kind of enemy that would fake a white flag waved surrender in order to get close enough to blow themselves up in suicide "nuisance attacks". The kind of enemy that does not shrink from wearing innocent women and children like high quality DEA grade Teflon. You can hear the sick wonder in their voices. Underneath all the bravado of, "we will in fact, crush them eventually" that remains the party line to be held, there is an undeniable inflection of uncertainty. I swear I have begun to hear the first prickling detections of this nameless dread that perhaps, this will not be as easy as we thought.

As one of our soldiers so eloquently summed it up: "perhaps it is just not so easy to conquer a country."

American troops and American people are having to quickly quickly attempt brush up on their history and remember re/learn the harsh irrefutable truth that there is, and always has been, a grave grave danger to be faced when attempting to fight with anyone who feels they have nothing left to lose. I can't believe anyone in America reading, listening or even sitting bug-eyed glued to the idiot entertainment box "watching the war" could escape the niggling sensation that things are beginning to slide down a slope slick soaked in gasoline. That this entire quick "out patient procedure" we were going to do on Iraq is turning into a liability nightmare of Messiah complex arrogance, gross-culpable negligence and lives drowning in blood puddles flowing out into the rivers of sorrow, heading out into the wrathful sea of revelations...

And as I sit paralyzed in my car, isolated with my vehicle butt farting out my individual share of noxious exhaust merging with the 1500 pollen count I wonder: What the hell am I supposed to do with this information? How am supposed to react? What can I possibly do that would make anything better for anyone "over there." I wonder how all the mothers and husbands and wives and children of all the soldiers are surviving this daily recitation of horror and fear for those that they love the most dearly? I wonder what I could possibly say to the poor beleaguered, tortured, demoralized, shell-shocked, starving Iraqi people that could possibly convince them that the shock and awe they are currently enduring shall eventually bring about their supposed democratic liberation?

After listening to so many reports of the irrefutable evidence from multiple perspectives and sources about the relentless life-long litany of the confirmed sick twisted cruelty of Saddam Hussein, I am desperately, existentially flummoxed. There is no doubt in my mind that Saddam Hussein has been a vile curse upon the lives of a multiplicity of human beings. The most illuminating Saddam Factoid I have heard is the one where he used the Ba'ath party to come to power, disagreed with them about how things needed to go, gathered many of these hapless unsuspecting former allies in the hallowed halls of his supposed "government" and then had the western media savvy to get their ruthless, methodical public execution on video tape as a pithy little pr collateral about what happens if you cross him with a coup. Saddam wants to let everybody, everywhere know that he is not kidding around. He does not play "fair". He does not care. Whatever it takes to stay in power, yo, he is willing to do it. No tactic is too distasteful, no method too despicable. Regular weapons, chemical weapons, rape, human shields, it makes him no never mind so long as folks get the message that he is the boss and you either do what he says, or die.

One of the most cherished sentiments in the American Mythos is Mr. Henry's famous revolutionary declaration: "Give me liberty, or give me death." As Americans we have a very hard time comprehending that after being squeezed to suffocation by the relentless tyranny of Saddam, Iraqis have figured out the only way to live, is to obey. It is my belief that this is the at the crux of the question about why at it is that the Iraqis are not treating our American media to lovely conscience soothing snippets of joyful people kissing American G.I.s as they make their expensively slow march towards Baghdad. What is funny to me is how thick skulled and oblivious the American people are to be able to, without shred of irony, actually sound "hurt" that we have not had a warmer welcome from the people of Iraq. "For crying out loud," we whisper petulantly to each other at cocktail parties, "We are trying to HELP those poor people!!"

But, really, how in the world could the Iraqi people possibly trust us? We used to be Saddam's best buddy when it was back in the good ole days of warring with Iran. High ranking US governmental officials have had all kinds of previous nefarious relationships with Saddamn when he was still talking about "working with us" on "modernizing" Iraqi Oil and periphery oil industry infrastructures. The last time the poor people trapped in this region trusted us to help them in the last Desert Storm, when George Sr. decided we had "had enough" we simply pulled up our stakes, jumped in our jeeps, helicopters, planes and ships and said; "well, you guys are on your own with this one now, cuz, like, you know, we are not about the business of nation building..."

I have become obsessed with the macabre notion that this entire potential apocalypse is playing out like some kind of diabolically demented GWB lowest common denominator RoadRunner Cartoon. The wiley coyote is methodically unwinding his coil of a fuse thinking he is extremely slick and invulnerable hiding behind his cliff wall with his faithful Acme TNT pump. We all know the drill: he sniggeringly lights the fuse, the crackle sparked flame starts snaking its way all the way back around and then just before the thing is supposed to go KABOOM, the sneaky quick virtually unencumbered Road Runner zooms right past him, the TNT explodes and then hapless coyote is not only burned to a crisp but also crushed by the weight of the mountain top his payload has destroyed.

I am struck with the thought that perhaps I need to see if in this age of online information I could track down some public listing of the name of George W. Bush's AA sponsor. I feel a desperate desire to call up whoever it is and beg him or her to please for the love of Christ, give ole GWB a mental intervention that Baghdad, and by extension, the entire slowly unifying Arab and Muslim world cannot become an adrenal substitute for lines of coke snorted, cases of cold beers guzzled or perhaps a fine bottle of Mexican Agave smuggled over the border on to his ranch in Texas. May God grant him the serenity to accept the things he cannot change the courage to change those things he can and the wisdom to know the fricken difference.


Meet Us In the Park: Nature Musings on the Physics of Pair Bonds and the Single Organism
12.13.02

Everybody knows the ridiculous rental rates being charged in this city despite even the recent reductions forced in an economic downturn. So since I am without a trust fund and would have to basically bankrupt myself in order to afford to live alone, I have made the compromise to have roommates. My situation has a twist though, in that my roommates are a married.

I get a lot of questions about my situation, like: "don't you feel like you are intruding?" and/or "doesn't it make you feel lonely?" and sometimes even, "what are you, like, turning Mormon now?" I don't mind these questions and would not recommend single living with marrieds for everyone. I am extremely lucky in that my married couple are two of the kindest people I know and they have one of the most solid enviable relationships I have ever been exposed to. They have their days like everyone else, but for the most part, they are happy working together as a team. They are fully committed to the idea that they have now become bonded as a pair and may no longer think about things in terms of being individual elements allowed to interact as they will without concern for another. It is this mental evolution that has had me searching the inside of my skin, wondering if I am ever going to find myself engaged in that sacred alchemy.

I have been finding recently that I may not even know how to function within the context of a bonded pair. It's like sweeping into any number of clubs secure that you are on the list, and then all of a sudden, having to wonder about wrangling for +1 everywhere. Dealing then with the new debate about whether or not you should still go into the club if you cannot bring your +1 with you. Then searching your soul about whether or not you would even want a +1 in certain scenarios, even if you could get the listmakers to give it to you. It used to be that I would moan like everyone else about how a good man is so hard to find and oh woe is me, but lately I have been wondering if all the woe is in fact, because of me.

The thing is, I operate very much as single organism. I am very blessed to have a very vast web of beloveds in this city and many others and I have been graced with membership in many different tribes of peoples who are stupendously beautifully bewildering in their diversity. I love the lesbian divas in the Park Slope of Brooklyn, my Ducati riding brothers in San Francisco, my soul peoples in Philly, the art aficionados in London, and the trannies in New Orleans with all the same enthusiasm. Love to me is like a fruit basket. Cherry love is not blueberry, blueberry not mango, mango not pineapple, pineapple not orange, etc ad infinitum. Even if someone woke me up in the middle of the night with a gun to my head and demanded I choose just ONE fruit, for the all-time, the number one, better than every other fruit in the basket pick, I might just end up with my brains drenching the pillow because I was simply unable to make such a mental commitment.

I was recently provided the feedback that it is very hard to contemplate making a pair bond with someone who is so actively involved in multiple tribal councils. That pair bonding means meeting the needs of your mate must be more important than meeting the needs of your tribe and that the very essence of your commitment will require serious compromises. It was argued that it was hard enough for a single person to renegotiate how her pair bonding was going to effect just one friendship network and that it got extremely complicated the more networks that same single person had previously developed. The renegotiation process gets exponentially more complicated the longer the person has been a single organism as the longer patterns and habits have existed, the more disruptive and difficult they seem to alter.

It goes without saying that there are manifold enticements leading one towards forming a primary bond. Lord knows I have spent a fortune in the last decade buying crystal wedding vases and pieces of china for old boyfriends to tastefully decorate their happy honeymoon houses. Banks will trust you with more money if there is another person who promises to pull the debt plow if you suddenly get sick or poor. Elegant dinner parties always prefer an amusing couple to an odd unattached duck billed playtupus socially striking the unlucky gong of thirteen. The IRS rewards the teams of married ladies and gentleman with relief from the heavy burden of the single tax bracket. But I have begun to wonder recently if all these perks actually compensate for the loss of the ability to pursue your personal happiness on your own isolated individual terms and the exquisite possibilities that might only appear soaring solo or within the gorgeous natural perfect V of tribal flight.

So I have been meditating recently that the issue as we grow older is not so much how to find a good woman or man, but discovering what we are each prepared to alter, compromise or forsake altogether in order to keep them. I have been wondering what kind of love it would take in order for me to be willing to make those kinds of radical changes and if in fact a love exists that would make those alterations and evolutions not feel like sacrifices that just make you bitter. I wonder if I have traveled so far afield that I can no longer even locate due North with which to guide my interior compass and I wonder with my level of cross-pollination what kind of wacky flower I expect to be able to bloom in my secret garden.

My only comfort is that I have been surprised recently to discover that there are many more single people living in this situation than I thought. Perhaps we should found another tribe comprised of all the "single living with marrieds." We could gather each evening like the twilight dog walkers who manage to meet each dimming day near the soccer field in Grant Park. We could each bring a picture of our couple to show and tell, casually and naturally sniff eachothers behind and then just chase eachother around till we're exhausted. Then, at least, when we went back home, we'd all be too tired to think about the complexities manifest in our single situations and we would sleep more soundly in our solitudes.


We the Earth People: The Challenging Inspiration of Mr. William McDonough
10.27.02

On Tuesday night (10.15.02)I had the opportunity to attend a truly mind-bending and soul-uplifting lecture by an architect named Mr. William McDonough. This lecture was held in conjunction with an exhibit currently running at the Atlanta International Museum which seeks to present the guiding principles of Ecology, Economy and Equity as they are manifest in the design and architecture of the myriad of miraculous projects completed by his firm William McDonough + Partners. I can honestly say that his words have been ringing in my ears like cathedral bells and I cannot think of the last time I have been so powerfully effected by a public address.

Mr. McDonough asked us to imagine that each one of us was a current student at a School of Architecture and Design anywhere in the world, and some professor wanted to harness our collective creative energy in order to get our help designing a system of production that one: puts billions of pounds of toxic materials into the air, water, and soil every year, two: measures prosperity by activity not legacy, three: requires thousands of complex regulations to keep people and natural systems from being poisoned too quickly, four: produces materials so dangerous that they will require constant vigilance from every future generation, five: results in gigantic amounts of waste, six: puts valuable materials in holes all over the planet, where they can never again be retrieved and seven: erodes the diversity of biological species and cultural practices throughout the entire globe in a speck of all known geological time. Hopefully, if you were such a student you would stand up immediately and call him a sick ass evil sadist and run screaming out of there terrified and unwilling to aid such a twisted mind with his dastardly plans for world domination and destruction. Unfortunately for us, this dread system has already been designed, and it is called the Industrial Revolution.

Mr. McDonough provided another vivid analogy by comparing the Industrial Revolution with the Titanic. This 66,000 ton sea-hoss was the largest moving object ever created by human beings which was specifically designed to be the most dominant ostentatious representation of technology, prosperity, luxury and progress ever to set sail on the waters of the Earth. We all know the story. Like mighty Goliath the Titanic was slayed by the prick of a naturally occurring ice-berg and the supposedly unsinkable, unstoppable, perfectly designed behemoth sunk tragically to the bottom of the sea. Our modern Industrial world is just like The Titanic. The band plays on and on the same tired money melody while we gobble fossil fuels, the poisonous power of Nuclear reactors, waltzing waste into the water and thick toxic smoke into the air. We are desperately deluded and in dangerous denial that our brute force running roughshod of over the environment has no consequence and is not in fact steaming towards a very rude and unpleasant awakening.

Annoyingly loud alarm clocks are clanging: Wake up! Wake up! 16% of Russia is uninhabitable from Nuclear "accidents"! There is 8500 square miles of "dead zone" at the mouth of the once mighty Mississippi and the fricken Gulf of Mexico where nothing living can exist even at the level of protozoa! There are vast dramatic, absolutely irrefutable increases in world temperatures and desperately disturbing climate changes forcing such dreadful realities as P.S. we are running out of water! All this clamor is just to get the baseline attention of the deluded or disinterested, in order to create a platform for the proposition that we need to design another system based on different principles in the hope of creating different outcomes for our entire planet before it is too late.

It is in this regard that Mr. McDonough is most inspiring. Despite all that he has seen and all that he knows, he is an optimist and he believes that it is not too late to change our ways and begin to help the Earth heal from the rapes of our exponential Global Titanics. He believes the key to everything stems from two radical questions of loving intention: "How do we love all the children of all the species all the time?" And one further, "how much can I give for all that I get?" He challenged all of us present in the audience to become designers of a new revolution. A revolution which seeks to return the systems of our planet back into harmony with the natural world and its limitless splendor, genius and bounty worth respecting, protecting and emulating. A revolution which seeks to replace that which has been used, stolen or simply wiped from the face of the planet.

He brought us back to the year 1776 when a one Thomas Jefferson woke every morning planning sedition who was so bold to help author our famous Declaration of Independence: "We hold these truths to be self-evident, that men are created equal, that they are endowed by their Creator with certain inalienable Rights among these are Life, Liberty and the pursuit of happiness..That to secure these rights Governments are instituted among men, deriving their powers from the consent of the governed-that whenever any Form of Government becomes destructive of these ends, it is the Right of the People to alter or to abolish it and to institute new Government, laying its foundation on such principles and organizing its powers in such form, as to them shall seem most likely to effect their safety and happiness..."

He challenged us to ask ourselves when it was that the diseased oligarchy of corporate tyrants obtained the right to toxin saturate our bodies of water? When did we give up our right to clean air? When was it that we in the 1st world decided that the maintenance of our luxurious lifestyle justified the rape, poison and pillage of the rest of the world where 2 billion people have no drinkable water and live on less than 2 dollars a day? He challenged us to ask ourselves daily what radical act of kindness each one of us could do each day that would accrue like grains of sand into mighty mountains over time. He challenged us to ask ourselves if governments owned by corporations being "less bad" was really the same as being good and if it isn't, what are we the people prepared to do about it.

Reading the extremely thought-provoking, eloquent and educational text: Cradle to Cradle: Remaking the Way We Make Things, by Mr. William McDonough, FAIA a trip to the Atlanta International Museum (www.internationalmuseum.org) sometime before February 2, 2003 or visiting www.mcdonough.com would be lovely first steps for any of us.


Saving Our Necks
09.15.02

You would think that as much as ole GWB loves to consult the Bible for justification of his policy decisions, he might have run across the cautionary Hebrew Proverb 16:18; "Pride goeth before destruction, and a haughty spirit before a fall." Lord knows, I can't possibly speak as to what goes on in GWB's mind, but this proverb has been haunting mine everytime I can bring myself to read the New York Times, listen to National Public Radio or check the tickerwire of CNN. From everything I read or hear it certainly seems that the inherited hubris of Bush senior, that has been passed down now to the Junior, is about to drag us into declaring war on Iraq leading to a "conflict" within the Middle East the proportions of which are truly Biblical.

I lie awake, grind my teeth and wring my hands. I ask whoever is listening up there: "what can he possibly be thinking?" How can we be a country that purports to be the light of liberty and freedom in the world, a country founded upon the absolute refusal to submit to the rule of a monarch, oligarchy or dictator, actually even consider engaging in any military action of any kind against Iraq without the support of the democratic organization called the United Nations which we helped create in the first place? How in the world do we suppose as Americans we can hold our heads up on Planet Earth while our president and his gang of bullies plot to go storming into the middle east to confirm every horrible, ruthless, multi-culturally ignorant, demonic stereotype of our western imperialist wretchedness? Especially when we are all so busy watching re-runs on television or gorging ourselves on the last of the world's resources that we really could care less.

Iraq, Shmack we say, motoring along from one fabu party to the next totally and blessedly oblivious in our gas guzzling SUVs, which of course, ironically and tragically are basically at the root of the entire mess in the first place. The vilification of Iraq, the rhetorical demonization of Saddam Hussein, the whole kit and kaboodle is about OIL, and really, everybody knows this in their hearts. It just sounds so much better to front about it being about pretty conceptual confections like abstractions of "freedom" and "safety for Americans." GWB's current huckster tales being snake oil sold to congress and to the snoozing American people about how our potential "operation" on Iraq is a necessity to save us from the threat of weapons of mass destruction goes down as sweet as Coca-Cola and it causes just as much systemic distress.

Never mind the fact that if we wade on into Iraq with our guns blazing, boldly declaring to the entire planet that we are above the league of nations and do not require their approval, aid or sanction, we are going to set off a series of explosive reactions that have the power to absolutely and totally obliterate what we have previously known as our pretty decent American lives. For serious. Let's not misunderstand here, this is literally one of those moments in history where if we just stomp on into Iraq with our ridiculous military pride, then we are courting a destruction the likes of which this modern world has never seen. Our haughty spirit will cause our fall, because what goes around shall come back around and what goes up, must eventually come down.

Because here's the deal: times has changed since the days of Senior Bush Daddy-O. We have already been warned, explicitly and implicitly by every single one of our fragile allies in the Arab world that they will not be able to support our invasion of Iraq. They will not allow us to use their military bases, they will not allow us the use of their airspace or overflight rights, or access to any other facility at their disposal. The Arab league has sponsored a rapprochement between Iraq and Kuwait at the March 2002 Arab Summit and they are moving ever closer to the reestablishment of diplomatic relations with Baghdad. Iraq has now repaired is relations with every major Arab country.

Every Arab country which makes the decision to aid the United States in any fashion with our invasion of Iraq faces a dramatic increase in the already increasing crisis of legitimacy faced by pro-American Arab regimes. The characterization of America as the demon of the west and the rapist of the East by the various "extremist" organizations within the Arab world will ring truer and truer. If in fact our greatest fear in the Middle East is concerned about its becoming a "breeding ground" for Anti-American potentially terrorist factions, why in the world would we seek to invade Iraq? War in Iraq will only cause widespread decimation, destruction of vital infrastructure, disease and poverty which have always provided the ingredients for the desperate roux which simmers into the stew of hatreds and hopelessness that characterize all the suicidal political actions bubbling up all over our world.

The only thing that has saved us so far in our dealings with the Middle East are the centuries old separations and closely guarded pockets of individual power which seek to remain isolated to ensure their continued existence. An invasion of Iraq, especially an invasion of Iraq where the United States is clearly acting "alone" and without the support of even its own European allies may serve as the only possible unifying catalyst with this diverse region. Can't you just see all leaders of the Arab world sitting down and finally being able to set aside all their previous disagreements in order to finally just unite themselves under the brightly waving banner reading something like "Arab Unity 2002: We ALL are sick of those Greedy American Bullies" Does anyone else see this as one of the most terrifying and tragic possibilities to be imagined in our modern world? Am I the only one frightened into insomnia?

We Americans are so spoiled. We are so spoiled we have even forgotten that we are spoiled. We shop our stuffed super-sized grocery stores, hip hop all over the country in airplanes, numb our minds with the absurd minutiae of popular culture, raze our forests to the ground, cheerfully toxify our vital air and fields, pollute our rivers, bayous, lakes and ocean outlets all in the name of convenient consumption and instant gratification. We don't care about what we are up to in our own country, much less a tiny country way on "over there" somewhere populated by people whose religion and customs are strange and foreign to us. We don't think of our situation as being connected to theirs and as such we can't seem to work up a froth about what happens to them.

But we as haughty spoiled Americans are going to be singing the blues when there are lines at the gas pump again. We are going to be weeping and wailing if this latest action of military blustery inflated pride becomes the gasoline soaked straw which ignites a unified Middle East to finally declare: Enough! Now it is really ON! We are talking truly apocalyptic down to the last man woman and child holy Jihad to smite you spoiled evil doers from the face of the Earth. If Americans thought 9/11 was terrible beyond words, please believe there are a zillion different new shades of horror we haven't ever seen the likes of on our shores.

So I ask us all: Are there no more diplomatic options that remain? Do we have any idea what kind of regime we want to replace the one we destroy? Do the short term benefits of getting our missile rocks off outweigh the long-term devastation for Iraq, for the Middle East, for America, for the delicate balance of peace in the world? Do we as Americans have any shred of revolutionary spirit left from back in the day inspiring us to arm ourselves with knowledge about what is truly up? Or are we just like those fat aristocrats in that infamous Court of Versailles who would rather just greedily gobble eats, drinks, smokes and sex while ruthlessly calculating shifting status and torturing each other with elaborate court rituals all while we absolutely ignore the desperate clamoring at the gates. Until of course, like the drop slice of the guillotine, when our repentance cries up to heaven, it comes alas alas, too late.

Wake up! Go get some information:
www.ips-dc.org, /
www.endthewar.org./
www.globalthis.org/ www.notinourname.net/www.iacenter.org www.doctorswithoutborders.org